has BFF changed into WTF?

OR

i kinda confuse myself about something called BFF. Lemme tell you about it. We kinda started our friendship since we were a toddler. Things don't always come easy on us. Fighting, Crying, Hating, Talking, Laughing, Chilling, Hugging, Kissing, etc do happen. But things getting worse when 2 of us get into a HUGE fight. That was a long time ago, before my 21th birthday. And so i thought that we may breath on a fresh air again, but things seems to changed (A LOT). One of us declaring that she is in a relationship, and she knew that i'm not okay with her couple but hey, it was her decision and i have to be okay with it. Yes, it wasn't the worse part.

Like i said, things getting worse. From one text everyday to no text at all. That is the worse part, she don't even bother to text me if i'm not texting her. She never ask me to hanging out together again, andwe even become rarely to see one another. And so i think "have we totally finished what we were fighting for?"

And there i was, waiting on all of them to come on my BBQ party last weekend and i found no one will going to come. Yes, they told me earlier that they're not promising. And i was okay with it as well. I was okay before, but not now. Just checking on my Facebook this morning and what i found? 2 of them even hanging out together, WITHOUT ME, WHILE I'M HAVING A PARTY @ MY HOUSE!!!

And so i checked what they texted me earlier, oneself told me that she couldn't make it because she is sick. And the other one told me that She should reporting an event for her magazine, so she wasn't sure the time that it'll be over.

So the thing is, are they still my BFF or they just changed to WTF?

You'll be the judge.

Until then,



xoxo