The Roaring Twenties

"In age of twenties, a consistency of one's personality will be tested. There'll be so many thing to happen that force us to choose between changing our character as the society wants it, or simply step forward and bring our true and 'not-so-fully-grown' character."

This is exactly what been happening to me in the past few months. Why I never think of something as brilliant as this? A simple question that is so hard to be answer. And yes, I'm still looking for the answer! Why this thing is so freaking hard? Well lemme tell you something, oneself is not only live in one area, because if they do then they life is freaking pathetic. Myself for example, I live in both black and white area. If I may be spoken, me character is grown in what people said wrong/sins/black/taboo (you name it). And on the other side, I also love being white and stuff and my character quite grown in this area as well. The thing is, sometimes life is about making a choice. Oneself can't simply life in what so called "grey area", well that's what I think.

The most confusing part will happen if you love both side of life, or what so called black and white, and you can't make up your mind to choose. Funny thing about loving both side, when you step inside to what so called black, somehow, you keep connected with your white side (and vise versa). This thing is freaking confusing and not helping either. When oneself trying to live his life to the absolute best in one of those sides, the other side will feel abandon and start popping in one's mind so he/she will having such a complicated question roaming around.

So what to do? Well I'm not quite sure myself, there's still a long road need to be walked on and journey to be conquered. But I can tell you this, live your life in your absolute best so you won't regret of what you've done. So why don't you talk the talk and walk the walk, until you find the answer.