Monday to Friday

Many thing happen in the last couple months

1. I've finally become an employee.
2. Got some new friends.
3. There's someone intresting in my office.
4. It almost been a month since I go to church.
5. Still longing for boyfriend, but at the same time, nah!
6. I've faced the lowest point of my life and somehow I survived.
7. Ah yes, my brother's in jail.
8. Always wanted to be far away from my family, but I miss em badly.
9. There's an empty soul needs to be filled.
10. I have a new born nephew, Jhon Maxi Gratio Lumban Gaol.

Yes yes, so many thing happen and I'm trying not to complain on bad things and be thankful on good ones.

Ah yeah, the biggest thing happen in the office today. I do my official coming out at the office. And I don't know what to feel. Big step? Yeah I know, still I almost feel numb about it, or is it because I don't make such a big deal of coming out anymore? IDK.

Lately I almost feel nothing, thankful for sure, but nothing else. It's just my life goes 70 in seconds, so I don't have time to slow down to think or feel what's really going on.

Yes, I laugh every now and then, but that's not happiness. I need someone to share so badly, my friends? Somehow, I still manage to contact em, but I need someone to share at 911 moment.

People say that working makes everything seem different, yeah maybe.